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| Work-in-Progress Art by me; Katie Reed 11-02-2011 palindrome day! |
I guess as an Aquarius with Gemini Rising I had always been open-minded to people from all walks of life... but inwardly
craving a passionate depth submerged with childlike imagination.
Now, I'm literally isolated at home all day watching my 1 yr old son (bless him! I love him so much!) which is very rewarding
if not challenging as well... but I'm sincerely saddened by my lack of friends. It's especially clear to me now that many of the
people I associated with prior to becoming pregnant had vastly differing ambitions... and only now do I see how important
it truly is to associate with similar goal oriented persons.
Maybe it is the beer fermenting with the barbeque sauce in my tummy at midnight speaking....
but dammit, I want some REAL CRAZY ART FRIENDS!!!!!!
Especially, since I just found myself asking my man about whether or not I should dispose of the coffee I made 2 days ago
in the hopes of staining some paper for a poem commission piece I'm working on.... but I hadn't finished drawing the guide
lines for the calligraphy... and I was asking him if I should just go ahead and use the coffee and draw the guidelines later or
skip them all together and freehand the calligraphy... or if I should just pour out the coffee and start all over.
VERY SERIOUS SHIT TO AN ART OBSESSED WOMAN. But apparently, completely incomprehensible to an "art muggle".
I NEED ART FRIENDS!!!! GAH! Who else will understand my woes over sable brushes vs. synthetic fibers!?!?! Or mixing
cheap vs. expensive watercolors and they clash on your painting leaving behind mineral deposits... who else will understand.
Shit is seriously debilitating not being understood...

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